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2009-04-18, 5:16 p.m.

Whenever I’m supposed to write…I don’t feel like it,
My mind goes blank and I cannot express in words what I’m going through.

I’ve stopped taking chantix, the 12 weeks are already over.
I think about smoking all the time, how good it would feel.
But I haven’t smoked, and because of that, I keep gaining because I keep comfort eating.
I’ve never weighed this much.
It’s terrible…I feel terrible.

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