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2009-04-30, 9:11 p.m.

I’ve had a long, long, day.
My sister texted me the whole morning and afternoon asking for alcohol.
She is only 14 years old and I don’t think she should be drinking.
I told her so, and she got furious.
She kept texting me weird messages, calling me slut, whore, bitch, every name in the book, then she started threatening to hurt me, after that she wrote that I am not her sister anymore.
That fucking, spoiled brat.
I got very angry and upset.
N had to comfort me.
Now I have a new number, I threw out the old one.
I will never speak to her again.
She only wants to use me, and I’m sick of it.
She knows how to push my buttons and that irritates the hell out of me.
I don’t hate her, I just hope she knows that next time something happens and she needs me - I’m not going to be there.
No matter how serious.
I’m done, it’s fucking over.
Because this is not the first time she has called me names and threatened me, but the only thing different this time is that I’m not going to forgive her.
I don't want her in my life because she doesn't care about me.
She knows how fragile I am and she still says those things to me.
And please, I don't want comments or notes with messages saying 'she's going through a phase' or 'she didn't really mean it she's just a teenager'.
Fuck you, alright?
You don't know her.
You don't know how evil she is.
You don't know what she's put me, N or my mom through.
You don't know anything.
If you'd meet her, you would understand.

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