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2009-05-19, 10:05 p.m.
Well.
A lot of shit happened today.
I’ve been coughing a lot since I started smoking, and N commented on that, he said ‘you sound like an old lady. I hate when women cough like that, it’s so unsexy’.
I almost cried.
I am going to quit but I get upset when he says things like that.
Next thing is, monster has facebook.
My fucking dad got facebook.
He hasn’t sent a friend request yet but I’m not sure what to do when he does.
I like writing about what I’m doing, going trough etc on facebook and now he’s going to see all my photos and find out stuff about me I don’t want him to know.
I am panicking right now.
I have to delete some photos of me, if he sees them he is going to call my mom and tell her I’m a fucking whore.
Monster is crazy, he’s nuts.
What am I going to do about this?
Delete my facebook account?
I can’t do that, I like to be able to talk to friends…
But at the same time I don’t want to censor myself.
Fuck. What am I supposed to do?
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