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2009-06-08, 3:04 p.m.

Sorry I haven’t updated for a while.
I haven’t had anything particular to say.
I haven’t smoked for 14 days now…it’s fucking hard.
All I can think about is cigarettes.
Got psychotic yesterday and threatened to throw myself in front of a car because N didn’t want to buy me cigarettes.
I hit an all time low.
Kind of embarrassing actually.
I hope he forgives me.
He had to hold me so I wouldn’t hurt myself.
God, the things I put that man through on a daily basis…
No wonder he’s fucked up.

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