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2009-07-01, 11:44 p.m.
Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I will cross
Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve
No better and no worse
I just got lost
Every river that I've tried to cross
And every door I ever tried was locked
And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...
You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one
And you'll be lost
-Coldplay, ‘lost’.
I think this song is so beautiful.
I’ve been listening to it for a couple of days…
It just describes my situation so well, maybe I will never stop hearing voices, maybe I will suffer from an ED my entire life, but that doesn’t mean that I’ve lost.
Because I’ve been trying my hardest the whole time.
Sure, I’m hurting, but that’s nothing anyone can do anything about.
And about the big fish…that’s monster, my dad.
He is a big fish, in a tiny tiny pond, but it doesn’t mean that he’s won.
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