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2009-08-10, 12:07 p.m.

N hasn't taken his meds in 3 or 4 days.
It is clearly affecting him.
But what am I supposed to?
I can force him to take his medication.
He yelled at me this morning because I purged last night.
It made me feel suicidal.
I am fighting against that feeling, but damn it's hard.
I hate myself.
I want to die.

Have to go now.
Have an appointment with my psychiatrist.

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