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2009-08-12, 8:17 p.m.

I’ve been taking too many xanax lately.
Today I went to the mall with my mom and I could barely keep my eyes open.
I couldn’t walk either.
It was so strange.
One moment I was fine, then everything got blurry.
She convinced me to call N so he could help me get home.
He came and practically had to carry me home because I was so out of it.
I have a xanax stash, I didn’t take any for a month and I had 20 pills I could do whatever I wanted with.
Strong xanax, 2 mgs each.
I take 2 or three every time.
Well, I usually just take two but I felt pretty shitty last night so I took 3.
I almost had to go to the hospital.
But I called 911 and asked and they said it was okay…just this once.
Thank God for that.
If my doctor found out he would stop prescribing xanax and rohypnol.
And I need them. Sometimes.
I’m not going to keep taking this many pills obviously.
Because he only prescribes 20 xanax per month and then 20 rohypnol every three months.

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