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2009-08-17, 8:23 p.m.
I’m exhausted.
Ended up in the emergency room around 1 am.
My stomach really hurt, I couldn’t take the pain, I thought something was seriously wrong with me.
N thought or still thinks it was because of all the purging I’ve been doing.
I was screaming and crying because of the pain.
Stayed at the hospital for a couple of hours, then the pain vanished and I went home.
I am calling my MD on Wednesday, maybe she can prescribe something for my stomach.
Otherwise I am doing okay.
Haven’t purged today and I’ve had both lunch and dinner.
Mostly veggies, and some nuts.
I haven’t had more than 1400 cals. I’m sure about that.
I am feeling great now but I don’t know how I’m going to feel tomorrow when I get on the scale.
I am probably going to gain weight.
My body is fucked up.
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