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2009-09-11, 8:56 p.m.
I’ve lost 4 pounds in five days.
I’m fine, but my knuckles aren’t.
The knuckle on my right hand is bleeding.
It looks more disgusting than it really is.
I feel pathetic.
I am taking zyprexa every night including all the other meds I take on a daily basis.
It’s just so I can sleep.
I can’t sleep here unless I take something extra.
A dear friend to me is leaving diaryland, and facebook too.
I’m going to miss him.
To be honest I don’t want him to leave, but it’s not up to me and he has a lot of issues he has to deal with so leaving is the best option.
But who says emotions are logical?
I feel like a little kid, I want to yell ‘please don’t leave me, please don’t abandon me’.
But that would just be selfish.
Fact is, everyone is leaving diaryland.
I won’t leave no matter what.
This is my sanctuary, my home away from home.
Am I the only one that feels that way?
I think so.
Never mind.
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