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2009-10-29, 6:52 p.m.

N got a very disturbing phone call this afternoon.
He started to cry.
I don’t want to go into details but it was about his mom.
She is homeless again, and the social services refuse to help her find a home in this town.
I’m worried about her, but what can I do?
There is nothing I can do about it.
She put herself in this horrible situation herself.
N’s dad wanted to remarry her but she refused.
Even though she loves him.
If she had married him, she would have a home now.
It’s none of my business I know that but I can’t help that I care.
I felt really sad today because I know how much N cares about his mom.
I can’t do anything but pray for her.
N was so sad after the phone call that he couldn’t stop crying for like an hour.
It hurt to see and hear him cry.
And he never cries otherwise.
I hope that with time, this problem will be resolved.

I wasn’t able to smoke only 5 cigarettes today.
I smoked 9.
The voices are laughing and taunting me about it but I refuse to listen to them.
As long as it’s no more than 10 I’m satisfied.
To quit smoking takes time, it isn‘t easy.
I have to remember that.

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