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2009-11-05, 11:31 a.m.

I purged last night.
I had a little something to eat before I went to bed, when I woke up this morning I had gained 2 pounds.
Purging makes you gain.
I’m glad I’ve finally learned that.
But the thing is…just because I’ve gained, I want to binge and purge today.
I know I would lose the weight I gained if I do.
But I won’t.
I’ll just eat less than 500 cals today.
I want to lose these 2 pounds, so I’ll look good on birthday.
Eating less than a 1000 cals a day is really hard if you take meds.
Before I started taking meds, I’m talking years ago, I had no problem eating 200 cals a day.
But now everything is different.
I’m always hungry.

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